december 1, 2025
hi there, you may know me from the other sites i've created in the past, or maybe from my book if you're from the future.. maybe you even know me from the tiny bits and pieces of a footprint that i've left on social media websites. or maybe you're just a pretty girl and i linked you to th;is. either way i'm so happy to have you here. ever since the first time i've ever done something like this it has been a completely constructive force in m y life. it makes me so happy that i can program like this in my free time, and that i can write about what i like, and that occasionally someone close to me can read what's been on my mind. i'll make this one about being lost:being lost can be fun, especially if you're lost with the people that you love. sometimes people get used to being lost. if you've ever read beyond good and evil and have a grasp of the free spirit, you'll know what i'm talking about. it's kind of strange and very alienating to take your own road in life. it can be very unpleasant, lovely, sad, disappointing, wonderful, fun, dangerous, scary, rewarding, and, in most cases, all of the above. you can really just decide tomorrow that if you want to die badly enough to instead take out a loan, move to wherever you please, and do whatever crazy thing comes to mind on arrival. and for you dear traveler, i have nothing but respect and admiration. it is the path of the fool, the sinner, the lover, etc. i'm still young and ignorant, but if i were to tell you something important i've learned about, it's leverage. what do you do when you don't have enough to excel? when you can't guarantee success, you gamble. everything in llife is a sort of gamble. nothing is ever as safe or secure as it ever seems. when you have nothing, you make yourself lesser to achieve.if i stop thinking that life is a fun game that i shouldn't take too seriously,, i might explode and stuff i need to dedicate myself to only becoming better at long term planning, as well as improving all of the improvisational skill i've got banked. this is as far as i'm going to take it here. if you're taking your own path i encourage you to do the same. and to throw caution to the wind! revel always! please take care of yourself. don't be afraid to make things better for yourself if you don't like how things are now. i believe in you. i know this isn't much, but soon you'll have more if this is something you like. i'm trying to get better at writing, sorry fo r all of my weird antics too. maybe you'll get used to those as well. love, always.